:(

back from a long and stressful weekend..

it all started with me waking up on friday morning.. bleeding.

kept on bleeding until there was no baby left inside me ..

leaving me with the empty hopeless feeling of failing again..

oh well.. like the doctor said today.. good luck.. and if you have 2 more miscarriages within the next 4-5 months , they COULD THINK about looking into it..

great...

on sunday, my son who had his tonsils removed, got hit in the back by his brother.

ended up with him losing over 6 dl of blood before we even made it to the hospital.

but he is ok now :)

so ... all good.. shit weekend ..

sick of trying .. sick of it all...

focus on housework from now on. since dan's parents are coming over from wales next week ... i think :S