hello :D

i am writing this blog, so that i can have somewhere 2 moan , other then to my hubby..

Like so many other couples out there , we have been trying for a baby for 10 months now ..

No luck so far.

Its frustrating , depressing and degrading ... the people that dont want their baby falls pregnant by mistake, happens all the time.

But the people really trying , well.. they just have to keep trying .

From today, i will use this blog to get my frustration out :P




peeing on sticks... temping every morning.. charts and hopes--- gah , how i hate it all!!

for 10 monts i had negative ovulation tests ... no temps who jumps cus of me laying an egg :P

but in june i had my first positive test.. :D im so scared of getting my hopes up..

Sometimes i feel so alone, hubby is .. like hubbies usually are ... braindead:P

no understanding about my stress and frustration..

he is still at that place where he can think.. we have time ! it will all be ok..

and im sure he is right... but still.. i count every day now . 2 dpo today haha

still have 12 more days to go before testing !!